so I think I told a few people that my anxiety got really bad In the last few months. I really thought it was a mental health issue but it was a symptom of a physical problem. I have really bad anemia. If you aren’t familiar with the term basically there isn’t enough iron in my blood and because of that my brain isn’t getting enough oxygen. Not only were my levels low but they were fatally low. So basically I was a few weeks away from dying I went to a specialist a few days ago and she said I needed to go to the hospital ASAP and I’ve been there for a few days. I’ve had 5 bags of blood transfused into me and a lot of iron. I’m feeling better and should be home today or tomorrow morning. I’m just pissed that I missed out on getting lancer on pulse. But In all seriousness I didn’t realize how bad I was until I started getting better. I’m breathing easier and the anxiety is really low. I’m bored out of my mind but I’ll deal.