I did some math that really upset me today. I got Bar Mitzvah'd in 1994. If I took all of the gifts and invested it into Amazon at its low in the 90s, and that it split 2 for 1 once and 3 for 1 once, I would have 72 million dollars now
Goddamn stuff like this terrifies me. It makes me feel infinitely uncomfortable. The feelings of general safety in my own home that I had seconds ago, gone. It feels as if some of the more abstract dreams of mine have come to life, have found their way to reality and are haunting me. Good God.
If I was alone. I would be a bit unnerved. (Plays Saria's song on a Ocarina while dressed as a skullkid.) What scares me is that someone got paid for making that ugly thing. I like the sea.
The other day, I was watching Solar Sand's recent video on the subject of liminal spaces. Now around 3/4s of the way through the video, where I was so used to seeing all these images of empty areas devoid of human life, this photo appeared and it spooked the shit out of me.
If there was a crazy professor in Finding Nemo or some other cartoon fish story, this is what they'd look like. Oh, and speaking of cartoon fish stories....