Lost Hope

Discussion in 'General Discussion' started by Wheeljack30, Dec 17, 2014.

  1. Wheeljack30

    Wheeljack30 Banned

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    I know I made a thread before about this, but I thought things would get better but they didn't.

    So I have lost all hope in life, no matter what I do no matter who I talk to, it seems like nothing will ever change. I've seen therapy groups, nothing, I've seen psychologist, nothing, I talked to hotlines, nothing, I talked to family and friends, nothing, I've been hospitalised again nothing. You see, I can't take it anymore, I can't...the pain will always be there, no matter I will never be happy, I will never find happiness again. I have nothing to live for anymore, nothing to look forward to, I am just turning in circles and running around like a headless chicken. The only way for me not to be in pain anymore, is to end it.

    I will tell my family about my plans and let them know to be prepared for what I am going to do.
     
  2. tikgnat

    tikgnat Baweepgranaweepninnybong.

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    So... is this a thread saying you intend to kill yourself? Because... well, it'll probably get closed.

    Also, I hate to say it, but I have no idea what you're talking about. What has happened to you to make you feel this way?
     
  3. Hotshotprime43

    Hotshotprime43 Well-Known Member

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    do not kill yourself.

    seriously do not.
     
  4. Star Sabre James

    Star Sabre James The JUICE

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    This sounds like a cry for help. I do not know where you live, but I'm sure that there's people where you live that are willing to help you. Please search them out.
     
  5. ABH1979

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    Yes, you definitely need to talk to your family, as soon as possible.
     
  6. Crockett

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    Please go to a hospital and check yourself in.
     
  7. AnAutobot1985

    AnAutobot1985 Well-Known Member

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    DON'T DO IT!

    Things can get better.

    And do you really wish to pass all that pain and suffering onto others that actually care about you?

    SEEK HELP AND DO NOT GIVE UP!!!
     
  8. axiom

    axiom What the what?!?! Veteran

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    My sister committed suicide in March of this year. It hurts the same now as it did then. I was an hour too late and arrived as the ambulance was taking her body away. She had only joked about it once before this happened. You need to know that it deeply affects loved ones and they suffer more than anyone will ever know. I take these things very serious now and don't view anything as an empty threat. Please call the Suicide Prevention Line at 1 (800) 273-8255 or at the very least visit this Website.
     
  9. TFGrace13

    TFGrace13 Tu fui, ego eris.

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    Suicide is never the answer. You'll gain nothing and you'll put your loved ones through absolute hell. My cousin, who was my best friend since forever, committed suicide last year, and I still have nightmares about it. It's. Not. Worth it.

    Please please please get help and don't hurt your family this way.
     
  10. SPLIT LIP

    SPLIT LIP Be strong enough to be gentle

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    Please don't.
     
  11. Grimlock22

    Grimlock22 This is noise

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    Don't. Just don't. It will leave a hole in the hearts of everyone who loves you. It can get better. It may take a long time to happen but it will eventually.
     
  12. ShiroPrime

    ShiroPrime blargh

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    As someone who has nearly crossed that line once, I am so tempted to say certain things on topics like these.

    But seeing as how I don't want to risk misinterpretation of strong words here, I will simply say: don't do it--tomorrow is always another day. Will you at least give yourself the chance to see what that day may bring?
     
  13. transtrekkie

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    What's causing the pain? Lack of work? Lack of love? Lack of money? Abuse? I mean, you mention your family, at least you have that. There are others on here who don't even have that much and yet they soldier on. Life gets tough sometimes, but so long as you're alive, there is ALWAYS hope for a better future. After all, if things can't get any worse, then they can only get better, right?
     
  14. lildevilchick

    lildevilchick what the doctor ordered

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    Please don't. By taking your life you're going to put the people who love you through one of the worst experiences imaginable and they will NEVER get over it. Talk to someone. Anyone. Please get the help you need. If not for yourself, then do it for everyone who cares about you.

    People often don't realize that once you hit bottom, the only way to go is back up.
     
  15. Belgrath

    Belgrath Boom! Nutshot!

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    Don't do it. Just... don't do it.
     
  16. Gaastra

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    Please don't.
     
  17. Raiju

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    Suicide is a permanent solution to an often temporary problem. I've dealt with depression and suicidal thoughts at one point in my life as well but I sought out counseling, chartered courses of action to get my life back on track, and followed through with lifting myself out of that dark place. And it worked. Life can get better if you give it a chance.

    I don't know you at all or what problems you may be facing, but the mention that you would let others know what you plan to do leads me to believe that this is a cry for help. Please don't go through with what you're planning and instead seek out help out immediately. Doesn't matter if it didn't work before. Try again. Try harder. Life is worth living if you're willing to put in the effort.
     
  18. Goaliebot

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    Have they tried any medication for your depression? Because it may take some trial and error and time, but the right prescription can absolutely change your life if you have clinical (chemical) depression. Please speak to your parents and doctor about trying some medicines that can help.
     
  19. Priest of Salem

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    In your post you keep stating "I will never,I will never" instead of "I will,I will".Anyone who ever achieved anything did so because they believed they could.If you don't believe that you can't get out of your rut you won't. If you believe you can you will.Everyone here is supporting you so your not on your own.I look forward to reading a post by you soon saying that you are better.Remember "I will,I will" and you will.
     
  20. Aernaroth

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    Honestly Wheeljack, this isn't even the first thread you've made about this this month. I don't think you should kill yourself, hell, I STRONGLY ADVISE YOU TO NOT DO SO, but I know that I'm just a guy on the internet. I can't run your life or watch you 24 hours a day, and I can't give you the support you need. I doubt any of us on this site can, people on a message board simply can't provide that kind of intimate support for you.

    So my question is, what are you looking for us to do? Is this you trying to get us to talk you out of suicide? To reassure you that you're a great guy and you're doing great and everything is actually fine and to not worry? Some people are already doing that in this thread, but frankly, I don't think any of us really KNOW you, so beyond the personal belief that suicide is never the answer, that all human beings have inherent value and that life is worth preserving, I don't think we'll be able to offer anything beyond very general support and advice on crisis counseling.

    But tomorrow, or the day after, or whatever, whatever feel-good vibe those kinds of posts give you is going to wear off and you're going to be right back where you started. This kind of "go get em tiger!" anonymous support isn't going to help you in the long run, it's not going to do anything to change your situation. YOU have to be the one to do that. YOU have to do what it takes to get yourself into a better place, even if only by getting PROFESSIONAL help for the way you're feeling. What are you doing, in that regards? Do you want to give up without trying every possible alternative first?

    I mean, shit, man, I wish you well, and I want you to be in a better place, and I know that when you feel this down, it can feel impossible to get back up and that it's pointless, but the only reliable way for you to ever get out of feeling like this is to crawl your way out, however hard that may be and however long that takes, even if you only crawl as far as someone who can actually help you.