My stupidity and habit of retreating to what I'm used to, even when it annoys those I care about.

 

My parents have there cool friends over and there playing music. But my dad is skipping all my favorite songs   

 

What they playing?

 

I get annoyed when people think just because I like old toys and Transformers I'm a "nerd". Good luck there buddy. I am by no means a nerd.. not for a minute.

 

Decent songs but mainly everything that's been played on the radio in the last 2 years.

 

You know, you say whatever you want about me being lazy when I'm at home and it's most likely true, but when I am at work I give it my 100%. Unfortunetly, I am currently stuck in a position at a small town grocery store(an error I wish to correct) which only hires people under the age of 20, this leaves me doing most of the work.
Most of the time the other clerks I'm stuck working with are either lazy, liers, or completly full of themselves and their work ethics are complete shit. I have to go back and do the most basic things like sweeping because their to incompetent or lazy to do it right. I'm not paid to do two peoples jobs but because I want to do my job right I usually have to cover for all the slack other people let up.
I mean, you've worked here for two years, you get 4 hours a week and you can't even complete the simplest of tasks? What are you doing?

A lot of people call me uptight and say I never smile, but I'm the only one doing the work so I have to be serious enough to get it done. The best part is that a lot of the managers like to place me with the responsibilty of these others half-assed employees. They never get mad at me if said employee doesn't do something right, and they shouldn't because Managing isn't in my job description nor is it included in my pay, but their leaning some of their damn work on me too!

I know what you might say, if I was better then these people then I wouldn't work there but trust me I'm trying to get a new job. I have to, and mainely because I'm becoming syo financially strained food I have to eat ramen half the week. I can't live like this.

 

On Instagram there's this post about the death of Hawaiian pizza's creator, and almost everybody is celebrating his death! Unironically!

Screw them, pineapple on pizza is good!

 

What absoulute horrible people.

 

Some people really are bastards. Fucking hell, thats it I'm gonna eat a whole goddamn Hawiian pizza at the first opportunity. Its a petty, small act of spite that will make no diference but I enjoy Hawaiian pizzas so I owe this guy a thank you.

 

Quick time events in video games where you have to tap a button to do whatever. Why the hell do developers think that it's fun to mash a button repeatedly still? It's really not.

 

When I'm playing Tf2 and some kids keeps bawling over the microphone.

 

There are songs in repeat in my head and they won't come out.
"You're welcome" Moana
"Shiny" Moana
"Tajadoru's theme" from Kamen Rider 000
May you all suffer with me.

 

Based on real life argument:

If someone wants to play WiiU games, go get the WiiU and the game you want. Don't come and complain about the Switch not being backward compatible with the system you deliberately ignored for "not having games". And it's not like it's a decade old system either, it's still available in stores if you look hard enough.

 

That's not a good thing.

 

While on the topic of comics I'm not a fan of heroes vs heroes scenarios like Civil war or Avengers vs Xmen. Mostly because I feel the cause for the divide is flimsy and requires characters to get dumbed down for it to "work".

 

Welcome to the club. My anxienty has destroyed my Stomach, messes up my sleep routines and lets not discuss about private life and work....

What I want to know is when it will ever end. At some point in my life I was questioning my own intellectual capacity due to the amount of stupidity I saw(and keep seeing) every day.

 

Dude tell me about it.

 

If there's an end, I have yet to see it.

 

i'm annoyed that i seem to be restricted to 4 hours sleep every night. it doesn't matter what i eat, how much i work, what time i go to bed, or even taking sleep aid medicine...once the four hours are up, i'm up.....

 

Not much to tell really, you know how these things are. I am swetting like a hooker after having a client in the summer in both occassions and I usually am losing my train of thought and either dont speak much durring dates. Funny thing is once the whole 'ordeal' is complete I am reverting to normal. Especially if I get possitive signals. Thankfully both situations are stable for now so I dont have to face those again  

My sleep cycles are not the best either but...two questions:

How old are you and are you certain that you body isnt functioning ok with just these hours? Do you feel the lack of sleep?