On topic to the thread: I've been taking my meds for my mental health for 10 years now combined with meditation and for the most part it's been making life happy. But once this year started, I've been feeling miserable. Not just from the pandemic but from my mom and sister being complete assholes to me and my dad and myself being concerned about my dad's health. It just causes me so much mental pain that hurts my body and even worse pain in my pelvic bone area and my right leg. My head gives off a burning sensation like the fires of hell were cursed on me. I sometimes wish that someone or something just make it all end but I can't give that pain to my dad and I got my 3 nephews and my youngest sister to worry about and my grandma. She has lost her youngest son and 2 grandsons. I don't want to be the 3rd grandson.