Well I think I lost Lydia for good. I dismissed her as a follower in Blackreach, right outside Sinderion's field lab, and it kind of glitched like she was partially clipped in the ground. She never showed up in Breezehome. I went back to look for her but didn't find her. Any ideas? I haven't seen a casket for her show up in the Whiterun catacombs so I guess that means she isn't dead. I'm sure I was away from Whiterun and Blackreach long enough for everything to reset since I did all the Dragonborn stuff without coming back to Skyrim.