Right now, I'm sad, maybe it's a side effect of the boredom, I have nothing to do right now. But I just feel a little bit like I shouldn't be here, then the other half of me comes in and says " You stupid selfish idiot, if you take your life you're affecting more people than you know! You have everything to live for, you medical miracle"! Then I cheer up, I never was going to kill myself, but I was sad. but does any else ever feel like it's "too much"? Even just for a second?