Yes I posted this on my blog, but I feel it's an important enough thought to share it here as well. I'm tired of it. For years now I kept thinking of the day where I'd get a promotion and I'd make more money and I could buy this big house and all this shit to put into this big house and this nice car to park in the driveway. I'm tired of wanting more, wanting more money, wanting a bigger house, wanting a nicer car, wanting any number of things that simply are not necessary. How the hell can you expect to be happy in life if all you ever do is want. From now on it's like this; I just want to be happy, I just want to survive. I am going to die someday anyway and I can't take anything with me when I do, so why do I need to accumulate all this shit that doesn't really mean anything when you get down to it and think about it. When you have a bunch of stuff, all you do is worry about your stuff, and when you want stuff all you do is worry about how you are going to get it. I don't need anything but my old ass van to drive to work and back, shoes on my feet, clothes on my back and people in my life I care about - and that's it.