No this is not one of your normal oh,whoe is me threads.Just wanted to make a point......and kinda bitch a little too. I've been back with my highschool sweetheart(that I've known since I was 12) for about 5 years and had 2 kids with her(first break up was becuase her parents moved her away).Plus she had 4 to start with so 6 total.I've always cleaned house and chased after these disrespectfull kids for the last 5 years that she barely even talks to and it has not been easy I feel about 20 years older.(plus work too)She mainly locks her self up in the bed room with her daughter and the baby and refuses to come out or accociate with any of her other kids.Last month she told me I need to grow up. So what do I do? Start selling off my entire collection to help sport a down payment on a house.I rarely sleep and some times I get so exhuasted I can't wake up.This has only happened 2 times in the last 3 months and I missed going to Dr. appointments with her. Tonight she flipped out and told me I'm unreliable and have to move out.At least she gave me untill the end of the month.The only thing I'll worry about is my 2 boys.The thing is I've been chasing after her kids for so long I've never had a free moment to myself.Never go out drinking don't do drugs.I even sold my spare car to help out.Her kids call me dad and have for a long time.thier real dad has not been around them for almost 8 years.I've pretty much devoted my life to these people.So the only thing I can think of is.(A)nothing makes this woman happy(B)she has post pardom depresion (C)She only cares for herself and is lazy The point is don't get comfortable with any woman they are unpredictable and totally wreck your life in a snap.Always have a back up plan and stick with dating!Thanks for listing to my bitching!