So, I have been having problems with my mom for a while now with basically everything possible. I would like to get out of the house, and on my own, but do not have the means financially to do so. Especially when I am trying to get back into school. The next best thing is I move out with a close family friends, that are almost like sisters to me, that are basically like family. We have known them for about 12 years. My younger brother and I were in grade school when we met the new girl. We later learned that we all lived in the same apartment complex. We became very close, and hung out with her mom and older sister on the regular. A few years later her mom was diagnosed with Lung cancer. My family was their for them in their time of crisis. We were there with them all of the time helping them care for their mom, naturally we became closer. after a few years of battling out with the cancer, sadly, they lost their mom, and I lost someone who was like a aunt to me. We are still close, and we still talk about everything. The older sister has been trying to convince me to move out of the house into a apartment with them. I can afford to do so, but my problem lays with the younger sister, she is about a year younger than me, and has had my attention for about the past 5 years. In five years I have told her how I feel about her, twice. Twice she has shut me down faster than Chernobyll. I just cant see punishing my self like that. She looks at me like a brother. I look at her like a sister too, but not like in a creepy wierd way, she is like family, but not at the same time if you understand me. I just cant move in, and one day see her with a guy, and be able to controll my self with the situation. I have talked and explained with the older sister, and all she can say is to get over her, but how do you get over someone so close like that. It is a 97% chance I will be moving in with them between may and july. I just need peoples suggestions and opinions on the situation, all of which really are and will be appreciated.