I must be honest, through out this whole week I've been sad, helpless and down. This is not because of no Mirage or Wheeljack at the Botcon last week, it's about 2012. At first I didn't believe that movie, but after reading about Nasa, the Mayan Calendar and people who predicted Doomsday it got me shivering. I can eat that much, I have pain in my stomach, I can't sleep properly, and although I'm Autistic I can't drop it and let it go. I've been asking people around me. My parents, people at where I work, even strangers, but it's hard to believe anyone. They all tell me it's not going to happen, it's a hoax, but I having a hard time believe the ones I know and love and what they say one the news, because I think they only say those things to just cheer me up. No matter how much I try forgetting it, I start the morning and poof, I remember 2012 again. I just don't know what to do, I have some much I want to do, but there is always a huge clock telling me the count down. What should I do? Should I believe that movie and what they say about it on the news and internet sites? Should I listen to the people I know, carry on and look forward to a new career, a family and growing old? Anyways can any of you name at least 2 or 3 movies that mention a doomsday date, but that day past so we are still alive. Example, a movie that came out 1999 mentioning a doomsday on 2003 but that day has past and nothing happened. And I want no jokes, I'm being Serious!