im sorry for dumping this on you guys, but i love the feeling of brotherhood at this site.... this is long and maybe boring, but i want to say it anyways! i was born in 1983. im not a bad looking guy, but i had pretty low self-esteem (but what "dork" dosent). i was pretty open about my love of transformers, comics, and other "dorky" stuff through elementary, but like most kids, when i entered highschool, i tried to move those sort of things to the back burner. i would rush home after school to catch beast wars, but tell my "cool" friends i was going to work or whatever. late into highschool i just decided to stop being something im not, and let my inner dork run wild. i had never been so happy. then "she" happend. i was working part-time at mcdonalds. becky was and is the hottest girl i have ever seen. not just okay! a 10! super hot! after two or three months i somehow worked up the balls to ask her out, maybe she was just being nice, or maybe it was pitty, but she said yes! some how we hit it off. she had no problems with my DBZ and Matrix posters, and thought my transformers were kind of cool. jackpot! a super hot girl that will put up with my hobbies!! then i hit the first bump in the road. after about 2 months of dating i found out that she was cheating on me. it was like a punch in the gut from Rumble! we broke up of course, but somehow we worked it out and a highschool fling turned into a long-term relashionship. things went well for about 2 or 3 maybe even 4 years (i cant remember) but then it happend again. she cheated on me, and got pregnant, no less! this was it! WE WERE DONE! i moved on. this guy who knocked her up was about twice her age (late 40's) and a huge jerk, and becky was very un-happy. i however, was living it up! i was happy as could be. i had a great job and a new girlfriend. then this new guy of her's died! HE DIED! how funny is that(not really funny..but a little!) she comes crawling back to me, and like a jack-ass, i take her back, still pregnant and all!! the thing is, i fall in love with this kid of hers. i was there the day he was born and i knew i was going to be this kids dad from that day on. things become great. we turn into this happy family and forget about the past. we move on, and everyone is happy. flash-forward another 3 years, i now have a child with her (making us a faimly of 4). i have quit my great job, because she makes more then enough money for all of us. things are perfect! we are living the "american dream" right? WRONG!!! i find out that she is cheating on me again, and has cheated on my many many more times then i ever knew! she wants nothing to do with me or our kids, and now i am un-employed, single father of two! this is a very very short version of the last 8 or 9 years of my life, and i have left out alot of the details. there is no moral to this story, but i just wanted to get that out of my system!