she hasnt ate for almost 48 hours or pooed. she peed once but right outside the brand new box i bought her. She isnt acting like herself at all and when I pick her up shes like a lump of potatoes. She used to position herself on my arm. She always sleeps with me even if not right away always there in morning. we had a recent routine i would open the blinds and she would hop up with her front paws and look at the birdies. i made sure she has water. I am worried she has been my best bud for 8 years, always there for me. She is horrified of living outside so its even harder. I already told you guys she was yakkin and shittin everywhere well now she s not eatin or pooin. Just hididng under my grandpas old dining room table. there have been like 4 black cats outside all of a sudden as if they have come to gather her home. My house will be so much cleaner but I miss her already. My ex and i picked her out when we met. she used to fit in my hand. I dont mean to sound trite but shes all I have . I dont want her getting blood taken and stuff because she would hate it!! And it might not work I dont wanna put her through any thing like that shje will just think I hate her.... but I dont wanna watch her be sick or get worse. I wanted her to listen to music an watch tv with me so i tried to bring her up but she meowed against it. Im afraid she may have some thing bad. her brothercat we had he had worms in his feces, and she did once or twice but i always gave her meds and stuff and never saw anything weird in the stool. my dads wifes cat died at 6 from leukimia. Mika is 8 her black fur turned brown too i heard it might be her liver. so many different things ciouldbe wrong. , i just want her to poop and wake up on my legs tommorrow... we had a good morning the other day at least. I think we watched the power rangers or whatever on saturday. The worst part is I cant imagine putting her down even if I have to.... Im just venting. I know I havent donated yet but thnak u for listening. If she takes a turn for the worse I dont think I can lie here or have my collection anymore (that should say live as in my house with all the memories. but lie makes sense to like layin around all day wastin time with the wonderful Mika) I am playin the original terminator theme for her right now hopin she pulls through. I just saw and noticed her little paws are so much smaller than they should be. its as if shes just struggling to be alive like when u have too much to drink . But I'm makin her a mixtape of all her favorite songs that remind me of her. I'll keep you guys posted and by the way I never finished my ford thread becuase big 0 stonewalled me. they got 650 and i cant drive to find work...Im only venting and I will donate 25 bucks soon just bear with me.