Yeah. My fiancee and I have been struggling with this stupid addiction for a long time. And after so many dumbass meaningless fights over nothing, breaking down doors, splitting a 5th of cheap shitty ass vodka every night, and not having any money because I keep spending it on booze (and not Transformers dammit) we walked into AA tonight. I cried for the entire hour and kept my sunglasses on. I know this thread goes against Kickbacks "is anyone normal...?" thread. But right now, I feel more comfortable sharing here then there. But I'm gonna change that eventually.