So at work we are all having to do a sweeps piece and mine is on how alzhiemers affects the texas panhandle and im supposed to dig deep into the reality of the disease and what not. Most of the stories i do are on the entertainment beat and when i do a serious story it is usally something i have no personal issues with so i can do the job and not take it home with me. but this one is working me over because as many of you know my father has alzhiemers. Ive been writing the piece and logging the interviews but i keep getting upset with it and sad and its really hittting me that my dad is most likely going end up in the home with all these other people who dont even know their own name. Argh. I DONT KNOW IF I CAN DO THIS AND DO IT RIGHT.