Hey guys, so I don't even really know why I'm posting this but I guess I just need to put this somewhere. Anyways, back in October I was really close to this girl I knew, and after a while we started messing around and stuff even though she had a boyfriend. I fell completely head over heels in what I think was love with her, and I'm not even sure if she thought the same. After a few months together, word started getting out about us and so we decided to make it seem like we weren't friends anymore, to anyone. In January after a friend's party that we were both at (we hadn't seen each other in person for a month prior to the party), she harshly told me (through text) that she hated me and never wanted to see me again. It's been months since this happened, and yet I still think of her every day. I just don't know what to do anymore, guys. I don't want to do something stupid (I know I won't do physical harm to myself though). I need input. EDIT: Just to clarify, I never made the first move with any of this.