I'm a sad fucking mother fucker. I tell you whta. it's 3 in the morning, i am drun k as hell and I just don't care. fuck it all. its funny when yuor'e like this. all the shit in you r life really coems into focus and you just dont care. I mean I am fucking in love with a girl that only wants to be friends. and thats cool because she's aweosme and I love her... I mena I would marry this girl if i could. but fuck it. whatever. holy shit vodka is awesome. my life sorta sucks, right? but screw it. I'm happy most of the time... fuck, I had to convince my freind not to kill himself. so hard totell a guy his life isn't shit when it really is. fuck it though, he's getting help now so yay me. i liek helping people but fuck it gets annoying. maybe i'm too nice. probably thats why Im single... i look weak and looklike a total pussy. fuck them though. they have no idea what they are missing out on, right? yeah. thought os I love these boards. it has soe, of the most awesoem people around... oh, and a ton of assholes with massive egoes, but whatever. the cool people are who matter. fuck the assholes. just get the fuck out. you nkow who the fukc you are. ko I think im going to throw up and then go to bed. or just thwro up in bed. fuck it.