Lately, I just feel like I'm stuck in a serious rut and there's nothing that I can do to change this. I'm still unemployed, and my efforts at finding a new position seem to be leading nowhere. I'm struggling with classes and even if I do sort out what I need, I can't really sign up for more without proper financing. I just feel so frustrated by everything lately that I want to scream or crush something but I just don't have it in me. It's like my spirit has been crushed. I just don't know what to do anymore.... Sorry, I know I'm rambling, but the fact is just putting these thoughts into words is helping me.