A little worried with myself over something that may seem silly, but basically, I notice myself having a lot of very unsettling thoughts, imagining things suddenly with no prior thought, things that I would never honestly want to do, and things I feel I would absolutely not think of otherwise and it's really starting to get me. One of the tamer examples of this I'm comfortable enough to share with you is that I just now, out of nowhere, saw the scenario of my mother turning on her computer, which has a fairly large wide screen monitor, only to be greeted by a closeup shot of something I will not disclose which is the subject of a very irrational yet overpowering fear for her. This would be the same as me turning on my computer to see a giant cobra in close up glaring back at me, as I have a terrible phobia of them, to the point that I'm unable to see photos of them without feeling incredible anxiety and fear. The thing I imagined being set as my mother's wallpaper is something that is absolutely unsettling to her in an extreme way, and I would take absolutely no joy in doing something like that to her, nor would I ever consider it. All the same, the scenario randomly popped into my head. As I said, that is a very tame example of what I'm talking about. I'm sort of concerned to find that I'm capable of various cruel/disturbing thoughts, and I'm simply wondering if this is something that some of you may xperience as well. As long as I'm not alone, I suppose I'll feel better about it. So, what is it, am I a goofy bastard making too much of something, or am I a loon? Thanks for taking the time to read and reply.