I feel so sorry for you.

 

Thank you. This whole thing seriously is driving me insane. When I'm not so sad I'm actually a really nice guy. I don't know if I should go to a doctor or what. Depression I recently found out runs in the family, my 2nd cousin actually killed himself when I was young.

 

Wow. DO you know why?

 

Why he killed himself? If that's the question then no, it's actually kept seceret the only reason I know that he killed himself is from some "spy" work I've done.

 

Why won't they tell you?

 

I dunno to tell you the truth it's really wierd. Like I bring it up and they tell me not to talk about it.

 

They should really tell you. It could help you

 

I know. But from the info I have found I want to say he was scitso.

 

What is scitso?

 

It's when you hear voices in your head (no joke) which I think is also growing on me due my paranoia.

 

Do you know to what extent?

 

No like I said it's like freaking Divinci code trying to figure this out. now that I look back on it I remember when I was real real little I went to a phsychologist for what though I don't remember.

 

I went to a psychologist for anger. I think that turned into depression.

 

I guess that makes sense for too.

 

Do you know what makes you depressed other than bullying that you could possibly stop?

 

Nothing

 

Have you talked to your principal?

 

No, nor my guidance councelor.

 

You should try.

Are your parents supportive? (Sorry for all the questions)

 

Both my parents are teachers and are friends with the pricipal and the councelors so so much for the confidenciality thing.

Meh, kind of.