Things happen for a reason in my book, so i wouldn't really change anything, except stay in school. Homeschooling was nice, except i didn't want to do the schooling for a while. Figures. Oh, and don't rely on those friends you made in middle school. They won't stay by your side for long, and the guys that your alleged "friends" told you to stay away from, actually turned out to be nice and friendly. One more thing. (Or things) Look into the autistic spectrum very early. Encourage your parents (re: heavily nudge them in the correct direction) to get you help at an early age, and change schools. The one you are in now (then?) is very complacent. Also, do not obsess over every girl you meet for the first time. Take it slow, and think with your mind, first and foremost. Turns out i did have some things to change, i guess.