well, as some of you may remember, my grandmother passed away a few days just before xmas, and i took it pretty rough. well, today i received the last of my inheritance... $23,170.66 i have investment plans, for $10,000.00 of it, i'm going to pay off all my utility bill debts, my visa debts, and put $2000 away for my Ireland trip in August. i'm buying a new Canon 5D SLR camera, and a few new lenses, and taking my girlfriend out to a very special, high end restauraunt. all these things My grandmother and i talked about while she was in the hospital, the restauraunt thing was her idea actually, and she knew i had always wanted to go to Ireland and how badly i needed a new Camera for work. i've given myself a budget of $1000 for whatever comes up, rent for a slow month of photo work, and whatnot, but $500 is JUST for me, with NO regrets, no looking back, FREE RIDE money..... i thought about buying toys, buying some commission sketches, buying some new wardrobe, getting a Tattoo, etc. i just can't make up my mind, because i want those no regrets. i'd like to spend it without that bittersweet taste in my mouth, but no matter what i think about buying, there's no getting around how i have that money in the first place, even though it's only $500 out of $23,000.00, i still feel that guilt. Any suggestions on what i should do?