I've quit two jobs, gone through three foot surgeries because I had to quit said jobs, dealt with the loss of my grandmother on my mother's side, and dealt with my father losing his job, taking up another one at Boston Market briefly, quit that job because of the restaurant's questionable health standards, and then finally getting a job at a bank. All of that within the past three years. Granted, I may have finally gotten my driver's license, but that doesn't compare to having to find a job without any special assistance like I did with the last two jobs, and I've had to stop going to school just to find a job because my dad says so, even though I really want to keep going to school. Oh, and then there's the factor of having to take care of my mom while she's going through her own surgeries on her legs. So yeah, I'm depressed, too. But guess what? Everyone's going to have a low point in their lives; there's no such thing as a perfect life where nothing ever goes wrong. Because something will go wrong in your life. That's just how life is. I always try to tell myself that things will get better, and that there are other people out there who have it worse than I do.
Resident Evil or biohazard 5 ending. I too always wanted to take my life but I found God, not to bring my faith entirely, but that was my deal. All the people who hurt me or things that brought me down, it's in the past and forgotten for the most part. You choose to hate me, it's you who is stuck in the past. On to the future for me.
Yes afew times but every time i did i thought how it would affect those around me and how if i were ment to be dead i already would be
Yep, usually after HUGE life events (like my strokes last year, when my family seemed rather put out by my needs afterward - seems like it would have been more convenient for me to have died; Thank God I don't have impairment that would require me to rely on them far more greatly.). Those are the things that are SUPPOSED to make you step back and look at your life. But boredom? That's a silly reason, and one easily remedied with a bit of work. --Moony
I'm sorry what? Contemplating suicide 'cuz I'm bored? To quote a film. 'What kind of babbling bullshit is this?'
before 2008, i suffered a lot mentally. voices in my head telling me unholy things for 7 years. i felt like dying. until 2008 when i put on medication. my problems are now nearly gone. but only if i forget to take my meds will i go berserk. you wouldn't like me when i go berserk.